Things that remained unanswered

Dear Marc,

It has been surely magical days for me from the day we met. I can’t express my feelings in words here. Whatever little time we had spend together those were the best moments of my life and i really mean it. But as time passes our situation also changes and so that's the case with me. When you will get this letter i would have gone very far away from your life so please don't try to find me out and waste your time.

I don't know whether you believe in destiny or not (i know you don't) but i do believe in destiny or in your words fate whatever names doesn’t matter at all. So if it’s in our destiny to meet then one day we will meet. You know what Marc, you were not like any other guy you were entirely different and that's why i started spending most of my time with you. So please don't change this attitude over life. I know right now i am sounding like your grandma but for some time please bear with me. You have got everything you are passionate, you are dedicated, determined you just need to carry this on for the next two years and i am sure you would achieve all those things for the purpose you are here. I know you really like me and so do i, i don't know anything about your feelings yet but still i think you like me not only as a good friend but somewhat more than that. As a matter of fact i am leaving tonight for Paris and i don't know whether i would be able to come back or not. So don't waste your time waiting for me instead i am sure you will find someone worthy and better than me. I simply can’t forget you and the moments we had spend together, all those beautiful memories i am taking away with me treasured in my heart. My sister told me that she thinks you are in love with me and that's why i wanted to meet you that day but since you had some other work as you were leaving that night for your sister’s marriage you couldn’t come. I got your voice-mail later that night, i am really sorry but i didn’t switched off my cell it was because of low battery and as i was out i couldn’t help much. I am not at all angry with you honey, i just want to tell you that I LOVE YOU alot and will do till my last breathe. Doesn’t matter if we are in contact or not. And if it’s written in our destiny to become one then i will wait for that day. But for now i had to leave and please don't ask me the reason for Jesus sake. I don't know whether i would come back to India or not probably not but you are always there in my heart.

I am really sorry that i am leaving you like this but i can’t help it. And you use to say na “sometimes we are in such a situation where we don't have any other choice rather than accepting the things in the way they are.” So i hope you would accept the truth and move on in your life. If ever god would ask me to wish something i would wish to spend my last days with you. I know you would hate me after reading this letter but honey it’s for your good will only. It’s better if you accept the truth as soon as it is possible.

Finally i just want to wish you good luck and i am gonna miss you alot. I Love you and will Love you always the way i do.

With lots of hugs and kisses,

Your’s Jennifer